You're hopeless

Lost in the dark
You wonder around
Looking for a light
Seeking for a sign
To find who you really are
Only to find out
You're ugly in the light
You convince yourself
That no one could ever love you
You decide to run
From everyone who loved you
You bury your sad and ugly fears
In drunkin' nights
To you life is worthless
A never ending cycle
You've lost all hope
In anything that was ever good
I watch you go
In a downward spiral
Into an endless pit
There's nothing I can do
Is this everything you ever wanted?