I am His.

People my age must think my logic is crazy! I've always been mature beyond my age. I think it's because I've always had a pretty clean understand of what my desinty is. I've been told my whole life that God has something great for me. Something so great planned I can't even imagine. I want him to use me as a vessel, a servant. He's called me and I'm running after him.

To be honest I feel somewhat lost at my age. Not sure where to go from here, what to do next with my life. I have to step out in faith and run to him. So, I can become the woman of God, he has called me to be in my life. He will always be there for me, he will never leave me. He knows everything about me, and he loves me more than I will ever know. He already knows the battles I will face tomorrow and 40 years from now.

I'm so different from young adults my age. I know that I'm suppose to follow God and serve him the rest of my life. I don't have to desire to live the way of the world, like my friends do. My heart goes out to them, they don't know that they have a second chance and that God loves them so much. They don't understand. I fill in the gap. It's my job as a vessel to bring them to him. To have a personal one-on-one relationship with the king of kings.

I can't wait to grow old and look back on my life and see what God has done. All the blessings and mircles. I've already begun to see how he works in my life, and I'm only 18. So, people might look at me as if I'm different, or a little crazy. Honestly, I don't care what they think about me or what they might say. I'm living my life for God.